Nobody told me that 2016 would be full of unexpected moments. I've been away from Instagram and spent more time in this blog, because I feel like sharing my personal thoughts. I've been treating this blog like my own diary lately, I hope you don't mind.
I honestly a bit shocked about what happened in my life lately. Today I might be sure about my decisions and tomorrow I could be on the opposite. Things are changing very fast and I never expected it. It's a situation where I can only rely on myself. But I need opinions and objective thoughts to help me to think clearly. It's the time where I have to remind my self that I have Allah with me. Or else I'll go completely nuts.
I pray everyday, still far from perfect but I try to follow what the holy Qur'an says. I tell Allah what my wishes are during my prayer. But I forgot that I also told myself what my wishes are when I'm working, driving, or just staring blankly at something and drowned in my mind. I told my friends what are my wishes when I met them last week. And boom, I got it yesterday. I got my wish granted in the weirdest way that I could imagine. It's crazy. Too crazy for me to handle.
Above all the dramas in front of me, I feel blessed that I have Allah with me.