miserable

i feel so wrong. i feel stupid. i feel underpressured.

i drink a cup of my favorite cappuccino but the pressure won't go.

it's like having a big hole on your heart that needs to be filled.

it's not about love. it's not about money. it's not about anything.

it's about hmmm i don't know. something that i can't explain.

even i can't explain it to my self.  stupid me.